Calm
I do not know what tomorrow holds but today, I choose to be calm and collected.
I choose to set my mind free from all my worries and to live this life step by step, day by day.
I have came to realization of the next steps of my life and the direction which I want to head towards.
Not for others but for myself.
We must all take risks to try and form the life which we desire.
The life I desire has a bigger picture which incorporates other people into my life.
Therefore, in order to make this picture which I have in my mind come to fruition I must set myself in the correct trajectory and continue to pursue my goals and endeavors regardless of how I might feel in the current moment.
Slowly step by step I must make the sacrifices required to build the life which I want to live.
When I reach this destination, peace and calmness can be experienced in an extended period rather than just through intermittent breaks of breathes of fresh air like a person holding their breathe under water gasping for oxygen.
Peace, solitude and calmness is what I am seeking.
Especially when I close my eyes, this is what I ultimately want out of life.