Premeditation

I am stuck in this tunnel vision

I am consumed by my dreams

This obsession, is unhealthy for my relationships with the people around me

But at the same time, these dreams will save me and those I care about

Stay grinding, I've seen the worst before I saw the best things in life

I sacrificed, but I am willing to sacrifice more

In order to achieve, I have to to go back to the trenches

That dark place, so dark but so good for my soul

Before the sunshine, your world must go cold

These tears of pain are deceptive because they are really tears of joy

Controlling what I say, listen to and speak will help transform me into the man that I want to become

Not many make it this far from where I come from

But diamonds are made under pressure

My dreams are crystal clear

Goals are achieved when you overcome the fear

Obstacles become more difficult when your near your goals

But the obstacle is the way, there is no other way......

Started with little but I did it my way

My heart guiding me, while my mind provides the intelligence to maneuver the obstacles in life